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Do what you feel in your heart to be right, for you will be criticized either way.

Hey you :) I remember the first day we met. It feels like yesterday. I remember hopping in that car and being like OHHHMYYGODD this boy is soooo fine ;) …I never would have thought that from that day on our relationship would grow the way that it did. I was literally spending everyday with you, and I loved every second of it. The crazy part about all this, is the fact that I had no intention of dating anyone this year. It was actually my plan to stay single. But for some reason, I don’t know why, the minute I met you I knew that there was something there. You were on my mind 24/7. I am so glad I met you. There has literally never been a dull moment with you :p I can’t even keep track of all the inside jokes we have. You make me SO SO happy. I have never felt this way towards anyone. You’re everything I’ve always wanted. And I mean that. I really really do. I swear on everything no crosses count I want to be with you forever. And ever. And ever. And ever :p.

I LOVE YOU JORDONNNNN KRISTOFFER CLAPS ;) bahaha

does jordon want some ice cream? Do you need your oil changed by mr. good wrench? Its pretty clear. clearier. even though its illegal, or illegalier. Just a tad, a smidge, a dribble, a drop, a thimble, a morsel. My lil Chicken mcnugget with a side of fries with honey mustard. OH YEAHHH, will you take a picture of me and my friends? I’m not gay! My boyfriend is! ITs just a rumor!! I believe in capital punishment! My name isnt shirley! 3.49!! DOWNLOADS. lets go down to the copperkettle. NO! wipe it with a tillow! bahahahha i could go on and on and on <3 I love you jordon <3

i always thouhght i was a good kid. responsible, smart..blah blah blah. i guess i was wrong. i cant even explain how i feel right now. just take my head and slam it in a door a few times. that sounds about good right now. I mean theres loads of kids that are fuck-ups. Drugs, drinking, stealing…and whatever. I’m not a fuckup….but im treated like one. no actually, im treated like a two year old. i hate my life. i hate everything about it. i hate every single person that lives in my house….except for my brother. i hate my mom sister stepdad….especcially him. like just get the hell out of here. everything was fine before you came along and screwed everything up. my mom has changed so much. ever since she had my brother…i feel like i cant even talk to her. i havent had a real conversation with her in the longest time. i used to be close with my family. now i can barely sit down for dinner with them without me wanting to chuck my food at them. i used to be so HAPPY. lately ive been crying myself to sleep everynight. like what am i? nothing. im a miserable lonely pieace of shit. here i am juggling school, work, musical shit, and everything at my house. i feel like im gunna explode. i just need to GO. i feel so misunderstood by everyone. no one gets me. no one understands. i have NO ONE to talk to….here my moms trying to get me into counseling tho? like how am i about to talk to some random ass chick about my problems? my only problem is my MOM. god im so over this life. i guess i should go to bed.

So I haven’t “tumbled” in a million years, so I figured it’s about time to start up again..so heeeeyyyyy :) I’m Josh :p. Lately I have been SOO busy. Between school, work, and the musical, my life has been complete chaos. I STILL work at Little Caesars, and I have grown to absolutely love working there. My high school’s musical this year is Hairspray…and I was cast as Link Larkin :) I’m so PUMPED. The show is going to be SOOO GOOOOD! Everyone was cast perfectly and its just gunna be sooooo gooooood. Since the end of summer, I have been doing little vlogs on youtube…and I am actually starting to get some ‘viewers’..so thats SUPER exciting. :) But yeah…thats pretty much everything thats been going on in my life lately…..oh…and I’m still single. But I am so over it. I’m pretty much to the point where I just dont giveee aaa fuuuuuuuudgeeee. so yaaaa. :)

buuuuuhbyeeeee :)